What I'm Feeling Today On 31st October

I'm sorry guys I can't hang out with you all ! My body is sick because of competition yesterday ... I'm sorry Jas , I can't go to your house , even though this is the last day I can see you ... I love you so much my BFF ! :)

What I'm Feeling Today On 30th October

Huh . Today is the last day I meet Anjas . Anjas , bye-bye , take care !!! And we are having competition with DBB and they're CHEAT !!! I HATE THEM SO MUCH !!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 29th October

I'M SO SAD !!! ANJAS WILL MOVE TO MALANG !!! Sad , certainly ... Because he's my best friend since 7th grade ... To Anjas : Hey , Ucup , you're our bestie , don't forget us !!! And Anjas , we'll always love you !!! And today is crying day ... We're crying for you , Anjas Ucup :) We hope you'll be a success person and will be a better person in Malang , we'll always pray for you ... We're crying because you're the one who always make us happy and laugh ! You always told a joke , if we were sad ... We'll miss you so much , Anjas dear ... :'(

WTF

You said I'm melancholy so I won't be melancholy anymore , you said I'm dramatic so I won't be dramatic anymore , you said I must to find another guy so I won't find other guy beside you !

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My Besties

JHS :) : Afri Renaldi Siahaan , Kevin Tjia , Anjas Mara

My Bestie

Pradana Aditya
* A guy who always besides me when I'm feeling sad or happy , he's my bestie !!!

What I Felt Yesterday On 28th October

Hoah . I'm sad because my besties are fighting , they're Udin and Ucup ... So sad , what should I do , guys , to make them on peace again ?

What I'm Feeling Today On 27th October

Hoah . I won't love a guy anymore , they're just WTF people ... For Turbo , you're my sunshine who always make me feel happy every I wake up , you always give me a spirit everyday for through this life , you'll always be my sunshine , because you'll always be my best friend ever after ... :)

What I'm Feeling Today On 26th October

Hey ... Guys ! I'm waiting for 15th November ... My best friend's birthday ... :) He's Aditya ... Hmm . Guys , I think , it's time for me to forget Luky , and focus to the new 'lovely' one ... I love him , because he always made me smile again , when I was sad !!! This is it !!! This is which I find !!! ~_~ Huh . The tests are so hard ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 25th October

Huh . Tired because last night I was messaging with Turbo until 1 am ... And I replied Luky's message at 3 am ... Huh . Luky WTF . I hate him . FOR LUKY : "STOP TALKING ABOUT YOUR FUCKIN BUSY ANYMORE ! I HATE YOU !"

What I'm Feeling Today On 24th October

Hey , I feel bored , why Saturday always makes me bored ? Anyone knows ? Yeah , On saturday I always and I just think about him , actually I'm trying to forget him , but I can't , even though I've tried so hard ... Whether it's called true love ?

What I Felt Yesterday On 23rd October

Huh . I'm sick . I've got a bad headache , I almost die ... ! T.T Tired , I've had my basketball extracurricular . But I'm happy I can play well today not like last week , It was really really bad ! Hoah . I always do bored daily routines ...

Kau Raih dan Kau Lepas

Kau yang ajari ku mencinta ... Kau yang memberiku harapan atas cintamu ... Kau yang membuka pintu hatiku ... Kau yang mencairkan rasa yang beku di hati ini ... Dan lihatlah , semua yang engkau inginkan , telah kulakukan , dan kau tetap kecewa , hingga engkau pun pergi , 'tuk mencari cinta ke lain hati ... Kau meraihku namun kau melepaskanku ... Meninggalkanku , melupakanku , dan menghancurkan semua harapku ... Apakah kini ku takkan mencinta lagi ... Tanpa dirimu , tanpa kasihmu , dan semua yang t'lah kau beri padaku ... Apakah kini ku takkan mencinta lagi ... Tanpa dirimu , tanpa kasihmu , dan semua yang kau beri padaku ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 22nd Of October

HUH ! SASSY GUY SUCKS ! Yeah . Yeah . Yeah . Today I don't have good events . I just wanna say about several things to someone who always I call Kyky . Ky , actually , I really really love you , but you always thought that if I don't like you , It's a big WRONG , dear , but I think the best way for us now , we each go away , because we are equally hurt ... Forget all the happiness moments we ever had ... I'm so sorry I've hurt you so deep ...

Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe ... For a moment in time ... And it seemed everlasting , that you would always be mine ... Now you want to be free , so I'm letting you fly ... 'Cause I know in my heart babe , our love will never die , no ... You'll always be a part of me ... I'm a part of you indefinitely ... Girl don't you know you can't escape me ... Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby ... And we'll linger on ... Time can't erase a feeling this strong ... No way you're never gonna shake me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my baby ... I ain't gonna cry no ... And I won't beg you to stay , if you're determined to leave girl , I will not stand in your way ... But inevitably you'll be back again ... 'Cause you know in your heart babe ... Our love will never end ... No ... You'll always be a part of me ... I'm part of you indefinitely ... Girl don't you know you can't escape me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my baby ... And we'll linger on and on ... Time can't erase a feeling this strong ... No way you're never gonna shake me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my baby ... I know that you'll be back Girl ... When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh I know that , You'll be right back, baby ... Well, baby believe me it's only a matter of time ... You'll always be apart of me ... And I'm part of you indefinitely ... Girl don't you know you can't escape me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my baby ... And we'll linger on and on , and we will linger on and on ... Time can't erase a feeling this strong ... No way you're never gonna shake me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my ... My baby ... You'll always be apart of me ... And I'm part of you indefinitely ... Girl don't you know you can't escape me ... Ooh darling , 'cause you'll always be my baby ... You and I will always be ... And we'll linger on and on ... Time can't erase a feeling this strong , you and I , No way you're never gonna shake me , you and I , Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby ... Always Be My Baby ....

Kuingin Kau Tahu

Selama aku pergi , ku akan mengingatmu , tak hanya sementara , selalu dan selalu kurindukan senyummu untukku disini ... Kuingin kau tahu , meskipun ku jauh , ku ada di hatimu , kuingin kau tahu , meskipun kau jauh , kau tetap milikku , selamanya ... Ku bernyanyi untukmu , untukmu yang kurindukan , tetaplah setia menungguku 'kan kembali ... Kuingin kau tahu , meskipun ku jauh , kau ada di hatiku , kuingin kau tahu , meskipun kau jauh , kau tetap milikku selamanya ...

Ajari Aku

Ajari aku 'tuk bisa menjadi yang engkau cinta , agar ku bisa memiliki rasa , yang luar biasa untukku dan untukmu ... Kuharap engkau mengerti akan semua yang kupinta , karena kau cahaya hidupku , malamku , 'tuk terangi jalanku yang berliku ... Hanya engkau yang bisa , hanya engkau yang tahu , hanya engkau yang mengerti , semua inginku ... Ajari aku 'tuk bisa mencintaimu , ajari aku 'tuk bisa mengerti kamu ... Mungkinkah semua akan terjadi pada diriku ... Hanya engkau yang tahu ... Ajari aku tuk bisa mencintaimu ...

Love

Love is general . Love is universal . Love is everything . Love isn't only for someone who we love . Love is for family , friends , and certainly our boy or girlfriend . Love is give , never hope to get the change . Love is a gift from God . Love is holy .

What I'm Feeling On 21st Of October

Yeah . I've downloaded a song , it's 'BISPAK' ... Yeah . ^^ . Oooh God , I miss Luky so much , he's my life , he's my soulmate ever after ... I love him , I need him , I want him !!! I need you , baby ... n,n Hoah . Insane mode on ... ! NO COMMENT AT ALL !

What I'm Feeling Today On 20th October

Guys , can you imagine , if you love someone but he's gone away from you ??? What do you feel ??? Yeah , I really really hate him , but I can't say the lie that I hate him , I truly love him ... Yeah this is a hard problem which I must through ... Oh my God , please bless me all the time , love me all the time , help me to through my problems in my life until the time is come ... God , I can't walk alone in this hard life ... You're my hero ... Only You can help to make this problem lighter ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 19th October

Bad , Shitty , Fucky , Bitchy , Harlot , I don't know , I hate you Luky ,,, NO COMMENT ! JEALOUS MODE ON !

What I'm Feeling Today On 18th October

Huh . I love twitting , but I hate twitter , because so many harlots in twitter ... Almost look like Miyabi , guys ... Maybe for boys , You all like this thing ! Huh . Oh God It's Sunday ... I mean a bad sad mad Sunday , I prefer Saturday to Sunday ... Because on Saturday , we can more relax than another days ! So , I love Saturday , Saturday is my favourite day !

What I'm Feeling Today On 17th October

Hey ! Anyone can change my habit on this Saturday ??? Huh ... Yeah , you know that I'm just tweeting , blogging , facebooking ... What a pig do ... Yeah . Oh My Gosh . My number is dying , Rp 0,- left ... What can I do with it ??? Everyone , now , I'm not use XL anymore , I change it to IM3 , more comfortable , I feel ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 16th October

Hmm . I miss ... yeah ... I miss him who really mean to me ... The most wonderful guy I've ever knew ... I've ever met ! Today , I'm fighting with 'BISPAK' ... My best friends know that disgusting thing certainly !!! Huh . What the hell you are !!! Hey you are my junior , bastard harlot !!! Don't hurt my best friend !!! I hate you !!! Where's your fuckin' mother , huh ??? You just can stand under your mother's ass !!! Don't be shy to ask me to give my shit to you ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 15th October

I feel sad , angry , bored , longing someone who really mean to me , happy , I don't know what I'm feeling , like a crazy , freaky girl , I think ... Sad because I miss L*** , happy because I learn new song in choir extracurricular , Beauty and The Beast , what a romantic song it is ! And I'm happy , because I can acting in my drama well ... ^_^ Angry because ... Hmm ... I don't think so ?

What I Felt Yesterday On 14th October

I hate . I hate . She's really smartass ... T.T Hate . Hate . Tired , everyday , certainly I see her face , huh ... Because have a bad day ... T.T T.T T.T Today , I debate at ILP , about the issue of doomsday on 2009 ... Yeah . It's challenging !!! I love it !!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 13th October

Oh my God , I feel sorry to know that , I've hurt him who really really loves me ! What a fool I am ! Huh . Forgive me **** , I just can't show my love to you ... ! I swear about my reason ... Actually , I like you , I need you , I want you , and I really really love you , also getting your love is a must ... !!! =.=" Huh . Actually , too , Aditya is just my bestfriend ... Don't be jealous , honey ... Today I feel down because of my best friend ... She has made me angry ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 12th October

DUDE !!! I FEEL SAD , ANGRY , AND BORED !!! And also I'm yearning someone special ... Hahha . It's **** . I'm sure that my bestfriends have known him . Hahahahahaha . I'm a crazy girl , yeah , like a depressed monkey , stressed because of love , school , and many things ... I'm AFIRA AFREAKY !

What I'm Feeling Today On 11th October

Huuuuuh . Bad mood+down . I don't know what I must do !!! Just facebooking , having my private course , tweeting , listening to RAN , and visiting my grandma ... Damn . I feel bored today . I'm sick of Sunday . These are the list of days which I love so much ... :
* Friday
* Saturday

What I'm Feeling Today On 10th October

Today , I feel a bit happy because Luky still wanted to reply my message . But it was just a while . And then he didn't reply my message when I said about Aditya . Huh sad T.T . What happened with him ... I don't like the NEW Luky ... I want the OLD Luky ! But what can I do ? I'm just a weak human .

What I'm Feeling Today On 9th October

Hoah . Hate friday ... My basketball trainer is absent ... I can't concentrate play basketball ... I hate you . BTW dude , my scores are good ... I'm really really happy . But I'm boring because today I must go to ILP ... T.T Can I have a day without courses ?

What I'm Feeling Today On 8th October

Huh . Today I feel so happy and so in love ... Haha . Dude , I want to join thursday basketball extraccuricular , but I wanna join choir too . Confused ... Wkwkwk . I don't like three juniors in school but not hate them . They're really smartass ... Haha . I can't do anything . BTW tomorrow is middle of semester report day ... And I don't like it ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 7th October

Hoah . I think today is the worst day in my life . I hate my junior in school ... I mean 2 JUNIORS !!! I don't want to say anything about them ... I just can say "I really hate them" . Huh . I've debated at ILP just now ... Uh ... I'm emotion because of that debate ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 6th October

Everyone have knew that I'm in love with someone ... Hehe . Anastasya had already known about him . Lalala~ I'll leave Luky exactly , because I don't want hurt because of my love ... He never understands me ... Actually , I wanna kill Luky !!! But I can't because I love him too ... Anyway today is a good day , because my biology scores are good ... Hahaha . I'm really really really happy ... Yeah ... ! My biology teacher has taught again this morning ... I'm glad to see that ! Thank God It's Tuesday !!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 5th October

ARGH . ARGH . ARGH . Bored . I hate Monday . Tj and me agree that Monday is the worst day ! I don't know why but I feel bored ! I've got bad score in ADM ... Shitty lesson !!! Hoah . BTW dude , I'm in love with someone in Facebook ... Hehehe . He's ......................... . Secret ! And BTW guys , I'm admire someone at school ... He's my best friend , exactly ... Wkakaka . BTW Anyway Busway I hate my soulmate ... Because the longer he was getting weird . I don't know what to do ... But I still love him ... >.<

What I'm Feeling Today On 4th October

Huh . All time , I'm just facebooking and tweeting , nothing to do , just in front of computer since this morning ... And I forget to do my homework ! Fool right ? =) Guys , he's so nice , he always listens to me when I have a problem , he always gives me advices and supports , really really nice guy , right ? By the way , Luky's photo is really really handsome ! You can check it @ Facebook !

What I Felt Yesterday On 3rd October

Bored . Just attending wedding invitation @ Bogor ... Nothing to do ... Guys . I've knew my family's secret and I HATE THAT SECRET ! I hate-hate-hate ... I wanna kill them ! No-no-no ! I'm not insane guys !

What I'm Feeling Today On 2nd October

Huh . I'm down because of my best friends , he's Stefanus . Ugh ! I hate you guys ! Today , I'm so tired because of played basketball ... Huh . Oyeah dude I think 'brondong' is better than A or Luky ... What about your advice , what should I choose ??? BTW , today is BATIK'S DAY ! We won from Malaysia ! Batik , Pendet Dance , Reog Dance , and etc are ours ! Not Malaysia !!! We're not a weak country !!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 1st October

Huw . Maybe I won't love A anymore ... Hmm . Maybe I'll love 'brondong' haha ... No No I won't be playgirl , dude , it's not good ... Actually I still really really love Luky but ... I'm tired because he never understands me , what I'm feeling and my love ... Maybe I'll leave him forever ... But anyway for this time I don't want think anyone ... I want to be a happy girl ... It's my life purpose , actually ...