What I'm Feeling Today On 21st November

God , if he's not my mate , make him such a history for me , God , help me to forget him right now . Too many hard things I've seen with my young eyes . Too many rocks in my life which make me hard to walk , give me a good road to walk and through this life until the death angel pick me up . God , why I loved him so much . And also why you didn't give me a good way for me and him . I really really need your help to give me the way which will make we both happy forever . Why you must separated us ? Why God ? Is this the reply of the things that I've done in the past ? Please forgive me , God .

What I Felt Yesterday On 20th November

Up to you , if you want me still to be your best friend , don't say those sucks word anymore , okay ! I don't like what you've said before . Hoah . Why you must angry when I knew that secret ? What a suck things , boy ! FOOL BOY , HEY WE'RE BEST FRIENDS ! WHY YOU TREAT ME AS IF I'M NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND !

What I Felt Yesterday On 19th November

Hum . I must to be happy or sad . I sing 2 songs at school's event on November 26th . Hmm . I hope my performance is good :)) And I still haven't any ideas for my presentation as a travel agency at ILP , anyone know ?

What I'm Feeling Today On 18th November

I'm sick . I'm sick . I'm sick . Bored . Huff . BTW I'M IN "HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH" CONDITION ! T________T W.T.F ! And I miss LUKY , really really miss him . T,T

What I'm Feeling Today On 17th November

OOOh . Today is Andrew's , Erick's , Andy's birthday :) Hahaha . Oh my God , my love is on fire again :)) *FALLING IN LOVE MODE ON* Of course with Luky , impossible with other guys :/

What I'm Feeling Today On 16th November

Hmm . Jaya collapsed . I was shock ! Huh . What happened with him :I ? Bored . Bored . Just bored :( . Hmm . I'm regretting that I slept at 1 am on last Saturday just for said "Happy Birthday" to Aditya . It wasn't mean to him . I'm upset because of Aditya . Bye everyone , see you in the next posting , I wanna Facebooking again :)

What I Felt Yesterday On 14th November and What I'm Feeling Today On 15th November

14th November : sleep at 1 am just to say " happy birthday " to Aditya ; 15th November : EVERYBODY, TODAY IS ADITYA'S BIRTHDAY ! SAY "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM" ! IF YOU DON'T SAY "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM, I'LL KILL YOU RIGHT NOW ! Hahaha JKJK :P ! It's IMPOSSIBLE ! Wkwkwkw I'm so sleepy today , last night I slept at 1 am, just for said "Happy Birthday" to my beloved bestie :P He's mature enough, he's 17 years old :) And today is really a bad+nice day ... :) Bad: I can't do anything, Nice: Because of Aditya's birthday also I'm the 2nd who said "Happy Birthday" to him, the first is his mother :) I"M SO HAPPY... Thank's Aditya, your birthday bring happiness for me :))

What I'm Feeling Today On 13th November

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY :) Today is a nice day :) Friday addicted so much :)

Special Edition For Luky Part III

His Biography :
Luky Hermawan
He was born on 31st December 1992
His zodiac is Capricorn
His shio is monkey
He loves hanging out
He can speaks English , Mandarin , French , Indonesia , and Japanese well
He likes Michelle Branch's songs
Now , he's in his twelfth grade senior high school
His handphone number is 085691379xxx
His telephone number is 65144xxx
He lives at Kemayoran

Special Edition For Luky Part II

Yeah , he's Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Luky Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan Hermawan :)

Special Edition For Luky

Luky , hmm ...
He :
* isn't consistent
* makes me wanna angry , sometimes
* is freak
* arrogant
although , sometimes , his ugliness really annoying me , but he's still my death love , yes , he's Luky Hermawan :)

Every Time

Every time when I'm alone , I always think about you , what are you doing now ? how are you ? do you miss me too ? I'm just thinking about you . You're the best in my heart , nothing can replace you , since we met at Mandarin Expert , I've fell in love with you , Every night I see the sky , only you who always appear in my mind , sometimes I wanna bury all the memories which we've done together , I used to do that ! But oh NO , I can't do that , once I think you're my death love , and my feeling always say that you're my death love , and I'm sure , really really sure about that , and I'm so happy to accept that fact . Actually , I'm so scared to send you a message , because I've said that " You're less work, a waste of pulses only to send the message that is not useful for me ! And I think I'm not willing to waste my pulses for you ! " and after I send it , I really really regret it ! Every day I wanna to send a message , but I'm scared If you think that I'm not consistent . It's just a camouflage ! :) But I'm so sure that you're my death love , Luky Hermawan :)

What I'm Feeling Today On 12th November

For the first , to Afri and Claudia who are my best friends , I'm sad too , I can feel what do you feel , guys :) I always beside you to make you laugh and smile again :)) ! And this is a wonderful day , because all which I've lost come back again :) And I'm pleasure to get them back :) Thank's God ! I love this day although without him in my life anymore , but this love will be forever , hun :) . And a new day has come .....

Love Drunk

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover !
I love you forever, forever is over !
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight !
So don't call me crying, say hello to goodbye !
Cause just one thing would make me say !
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover !
I love you forever, but now it's over !

What I'm Feeling Today On 11th November

Hoah . Same as yesterday . I just wanna to kill her , I'm sick of her face ! :/ Can I have day without seeing her face ? I HATE HER SO MUCH !

What I Felt Yesterday On 10th November

I just wanna to kill her !!! :/

What I'm Feeling Today On 9th November

Hoamm . Bastard was discussing with my lovely Lele , what's the point of that actually , because I don't like her so much :I Huh , hey Bastard , It's better If you shut up your shit mouth :) BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE YOU SO MUCH :I

Daddy

Dad , I love you so much , you're the best gift I've ever had from God :) . Nothing can replace you in my life , you're so important for me , daddy . You willing to sacrifice for the sake of my happiness . I really really love you . I hope , we'll be together forever daddy , thank you for all that you've done to me :) . You're my guardian angel , dad ! I WRITE THIS JUST FOR YOU , DADDY , FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART :)

What I'm Feeling Today On 8th November

Hoamm . >0< . Really really a nice day and also a bored day ever . Huh . My father is in Bogor . I hope he'll be safe everywhere and everytime :) , because I love my daddy so much ! :)) I love him more than everything in this world :)) . And beside my daddy , I also really really love Luky :)) . He's my death love :)) ever after !

What I'm Feeling Today On 7th November

^_^ . Today I download all Boys Like Girls' songs , because they're really really good songs , and I love them !!! n.n I've 3 words to describe this day : happy , happy , and enjoy ! :))

What I'm Feeling Today On 6th November

I hate Anastasya who has stabbed me from my back !!! I hate hate hate , and also I don't like Haycheal who is same like Anastasya !!! Talk to my ass !!! Huh . I feel bored with all boring daily routine , can I try a new one ?

What I Felt Yesterday On 4th and What I'm Feeling Today On 5th November

What else is going to happen other than this? Junior who doesn't know himself , besties who bossy and stab me in the back , what else ? I'm so tired of this condition ! I'm sick of these ! For one of my bestie's friend who likes a BASTARD ! What else ? Huh ? I'm sick of these !!!!!!!!!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 3rd November

Huh . I don’t like to see my besties fighting , can you through this problem without fighting ? I’m so sad to see this . Today , I’m having my Biology test , pray for me all !!! :) Hmm , guys , I really really really really really really miss Luky Hermawan :( , although we’re fighting now !!!  Maybe he’s really really my death love forever . :( I’m so sad to lose him … :( :( I’m sick of all these problems now . What The **** !!!

What I Felt Yesterday On 2nd November

Huh . I don’t like that girl , actually , but I’m still generous and patient through her attitude . Wew , Ceremony ! I hate to do that ! I must stand up for an hour … In Hokian language named “MOYUNG” . Only Chinese people know that word . Anjas hadn’t school in here anymore now . I’m so sad , I mean I’m really really sad .

What I'm Feeling Today On 1st November

Huh . I'm lazy to have this day ... I don't know why ... But I hate to see everyone who in a relationship ... Is it wrong ??? BTW no words named "LOVE" in my life's dictionary anymore ...