What I'm Feeling Today On 21st November

God , if he's not my mate , make him such a history for me , God , help me to forget him right now . Too many hard things I've seen with my young eyes . Too many rocks in my life which make me hard to walk , give me a good road to walk and through this life until the death angel pick me up . God , why I loved him so much . And also why you didn't give me a good way for me and him . I really really need your help to give me the way which will make we both happy forever . Why you must separated us ? Why God ? Is this the reply of the things that I've done in the past ? Please forgive me , God .