What I'm Feeling Today On 30th September

Woohooo . Today is my best friend's birthday . You know that I love her so much . Give me suggestion please ... What gift should I give to her ? I'm confused ... BTW Everybody I hate Malaysia ... Yeah . You can open www.topix.com Make your account there and leave comment about MALAYSIA VS INDONESIA . Certainly , I support Indonesia ... !!! And today I'm so sad ... My soulmate reject again my phone ...

Baby Boy

You're always in my mind . Every time , every minute , every second , I'm just thinking of you ... I want you to know what I'm feeling now ... But it's impossible ... I'm afraid ... Our ages is too far ... Not too far , but for you , the different is too far , right ? Actually just 3 years ... I have tried to love another boy , but I can't do it ... It's really really hard for me ... How important our memories baby ? Is it really really not important for you ? What should I do to make you believe that only you who always makes me miss in my heart and in my mind ... ? Certainly I'll do everything for you to make you believe me love ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 29th September

Huh . Just feeling sad , because Luky reject my phone . You know dude ??? Luky is really really angry to me ... Maybe he doesn't want to forgive me anymore ... But tell me please , what is my mistake baby ??? Hoah . You don't know how much I love you ... I realize you don't know what I'm feeling ... I want you to know that but ... I'm really really scary ... But I'm sure ... My heart is for real ... and just for you ... Actually I know exactly how you feel honey ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 28th September

Yeah . My sadness is closed by my lovely friends . They can make me laugh , so I can forget my problem although just a while ... But It's okay ... Yeah . Yeah . Yeah . SWT ... What a shit he is ... He isn't consistent with things which he wants ... He can't do what he wants ... He can't get what he wants ... Hooh . She she ... . I don't like a boy like that . It isn't more than a girl dude ... But I don't know why ... I really really love him ... ! -.-" I feel , I'm as stupid as a donkey ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 27th September

I'm sick of this ... I hate this ... Why I must know him ! And the end it's become a love ... Huh . But I'm so stupid ... He has loved another girl ... I realize why I didn't know him before ... Huh . I'm really really in a bad condition ... I'm broken heart . I want to suicide ... -.-" Maybe it's better for me if I do it ...

The Rainy Heart

I don't know why but now is easily for me to sad and cry ... Is it because of Luky ? I don't know exactly but actually I'm in love with someone , but I also really really love Luky , like I said before , Luky is my death love , isn't it ??? But , I also love that nice guy too ... I'm confused ... What should I choose ? Luky or that nice guy ???

What I'm Feeling today On 26th September

Hoah . Boring . Huh I don't want to love him . I just want to love Luky only forever . I realize that I know him . Huh . I want take the time I've passed ... Can I ??? God , HELP ME !!! BTW Bandung is hot today , as hot as my heart now , but better than Jakarta exactly !

RAN's New Album-"Friday"

Songs ...
1 . Thank God It's Friday *****
2 . Karena Kusuka Dirimu *****
3 . Tunjukkanlah Cintamu featuring Shila *****
4 . Jadi Gila ****
5 . Bosan ****
6 . GOD ****
7 . Budak Cinta featuring Dewi Sandra ****
8 . Ratu Lebah ****
9 . P.S.K. *****
10. Piano featuring Andi Rianto *****
* : Bad ** : Enough *** : Okay **** : Good ***** : Very Good
I think this RAN's new album is groovier and really really good , guys , more than RAN's first album , although RAN's first album is also good , but for me , all RAN's album is the best and really really good . Buy RAN's new album is a must , I think ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 25th September

HUH ! I still like my father's adoption daughter , you know !!! And I hate this condition so much . I hate . I really really hate it !!! Huh . WTF . I can't say anything 'gain !

What I Felt Yesterday On 24th September

Today , I'm bored by the condition . Just stay at my car waiting for traffic jam ... Huh . I visit Kawah Putih at Ciwidey ... Wew ... The scenery is so beautiful ... More beautiful than Tangkuban Parahu ... I go at 11 am ... Arrive at 4 pm ... And go home at 9.30 pm . It's so long guys ... Huh . I'm bored because of my father , too . I'm like his adoption daughter !!! WTF !!!

What I Felt Yesterday On 23rd September

Yeah . Cool Bandung . I love stay at Bandung so much . Nothing can replace this place forever . This place looks like heaven . I can breathe clearly , I can do anything I want . So far this place still makes me happy and relax ...

Love Affair

I really really want to do it . I really can't survive in this confused condition . Yeah . I want quit . He who I really love can't understand me . But his friend ... He really the man who sense . He cans feel what I feel . Oh God you know that I can be melted if I find a boy like that in front of my eyes ... Must I stay at him or move to his friend ???

What I'm Feeling Today On 22nd September

Wew . I'm free ..... Yeah . Really really happy ..... Bandung is the right place for me to forget all problem or forget someone , like what I'm doing today ... Haha ... Yeah . GOD I'M SO HAPPY BECAUSE I STILL HAVE ADITYA AS MY BEST FRIEND IN MY SIDE AND I'M SO HAPPY BECAUSE I CAN HAVE RAN'S NEW ALBUM ... "FRIDAY" . BANDUNG ..... THE BEST PLACE IN THIS WORLD !

What I Felt Yesterday On 21st September

Hoah . I'm so lucky guys . Because I've Aditya beside me . Because he always helps me when I've gotta problem ... When I've gotta problem with Luky , Aditya always gives me advices ... Wow . He's so kind guys ... Very very and really really kind ... And what happened with Luky ? He's so angry to me ... I don't know why ... When I phoned him ... He rejected my phone ... and he didn't wanna answer my phone !!! Damn ... He said he was angry to me because I added his friend in Facebook named yuph ... Aditya ... He said It wasn't important ... Bla bla bla ... Suck you man ! Actually Adit isn't his close friend ... And they aren't like a friend ... So what happened with him !!! =.="

What I'm Feeling Today On 20th September

Hoah . x0 . Just stay at home . Enjoying holiday . Yeah . I've received message from Adit in Facebook . He said that he will go to his hometown , Cirebon , today ... Huh ... Sad ... Sad ... Sad ... Guys , I'm so confused . I knew him just now . And he knew me just now too . But Why I feel I had known him before ??? Maybe I'm dejavu , maybe ... Hoah ... Miss him ... T.T

What I Felt Yesterday On 19th September

Wuhhhuuu . I'm sick . Wuh ! Nothings to do . Just prepare for go to Bandung . T.T Yeah . Looking for brondong at Bandung . Hahaha . No ... I'm not as freaks as you think guys . Wakaka . BTW I miss Adit , my friend . He'll go to his hometown , Cirebon . Huuh =.=" . I can't chat with him in Facebook ... Sad ... T.T

Bored

I feel bored guys ! This weekend I just stay at home . Nothing to do . I hate this weekend ! Really really a damn weekend ever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And my dad say that my driver will be in Jakarta again at 30th September ! I hate him ! Why he must visit her hometown . Maybe I won't go to Bnadung ! T_T I HATE !!! SHIT !!! DAMN !!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 18th September

Yippie . Bandung ! I'm very very and really really lust to go to Bandung . I can't imagine how happy I'm there ... I'll shopping at Paris Van Java , Rumah Mode , Kartika Sari , Ciwalk ... Also eat Surabi and eat at Pepper Lunch in PVJ . Maybe I'll try PVJ's Blitzmegaplex ... Wow . It's very interesting . And I'm so glad . At least I can forget my problem , my school , and Luky for a while .

Love

I didn't trust love just now . I won't believe it . It's just a story . I think love is just a shadow . It won't be true forever . I believe that love isn't a fact thing . So , I don't want to believe love . Because love had broken my heart .

What I'm Feeling Today On 17th September

Yeah my class have won 3 categories in National Bible's Month . My teacher is very and really really happy . And I'm happy too . Yeah . I've had my holiday since the competition was finish . I'm so confused why everyone always say Stefanus and me is in a relationship ??? It isn't right . It's just a gossip . God ... Today I'm so sad . When I phoned Kyky , Kyky didn't answer it , but a girl answered it . Who's that girl ??? I'm so sad . But actually this day isn't just full of sadness . Because I've chat with Adit in Face Book . I'm happy because I like him . I like to be his friend . But except that , I just had my sadness ...

What I Felt Yesterday On 16th September

Yeah . One day left . I'll get my holiday . Yeah . I'll refresh my brain which full of problem and anything . O My God . Tomorrow I'll have my competition in my school . The competition is about National Bible's Month . Yuph . Afterall I'll enjoy my holiday .

What I'm Feeling Today On 15th September

Wow . Wonderful . Today is really really a good day , guys ! I don't know why ... But I'm so happy to enjoying this day ! Lalalalala ... But when I went to school this morning , I heard a bad news . My favourite teacher named Lamria Tambunan had an accident yesterday ... And today she is absent ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 14th September

I hate . I hate . I hate him . Huuh . OMG . I love RAN so much ! I've downloaded one of RAN's new single ! Haha . It's a good song . And Rayi I LOVE YOU !!! You're so cute baby ! Haha . I'm tacky right ? Yes I am ! Yeah . I want to have my holiday quickly ! Yeah I want ! I plan to go to Bandung ! I want to go shopping for relax my body in Bandung ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 13th September

I'm just looking previous about all my mistakes and all my memories . I always feel 'so-in-love' if I remember you dear . Do you still remember it , honey ? Okay , I tell you . Do you remember when we met in mandarin course last year on November ? At the first time we didn't like each other , but finally it changed , you asked me about my handphone number , but I didn't give you , right ? And I don't know , finally I gave you my number , you phoned me at 10 pm until 12 pm , almost every day you phoned me dear , and also me too . You asked me to go with you ten times but I refused them . And you asked me to have date with you . And I refused it . Oh I realize it ! You gave me a beautiful poem . And when valentine I gave you Van Houten chocolate and you gave me a heart chocolate . Did you now i'ts so delicious , baby ? Hmmmm ... You were so sweet at that time . But why I can't feel it again this time ...

I Want To Kill This Feel !

What do you feel , especially girl , if he , your soulmate , will leave you to continue his school in foreign country ? Although , it isn't a fix decision ? Must you seem happy ? Or must you seem the opposite ? Ifeel like a freaks girl . I feel insane every time . I don't know what I must do to kill this feel . I realize that I had fallen too deep into this feel . It's better for me if I never know him , meet him , and love him . Can I take the time I've passed ? I want to kill that memory , I mean all my memories about you . Dear , look at me , see my eyes , can you feel what I feel ? Feel it and you'll know how deep I hurt ! Do you ever think about my heart if you leave me alone here ? See and think it , baby ! Can you imagine it ? I can't find another you in my heart , boy !

Friends

We always together in every condition , bad or good condition , I'll be beside you everytime you sad , I hope so you'll do the same act to me . Make me sure friends you won't leave me . I'll be with you here , and you'll be with me here forever , forever in my mind and forever in my heart . I won't leave you although in hard problem . Don't betray me so I won't betray you . Believe me and I'll believe you too . Hold me tight and I'll hold you tight . And we'll go together to heaven when the time is right .

What I'm Feeling Today On 12th September

Wow . I'm so sleepy today xo . For your information , don't be surprised if in this blog there are three songs from RAN's album . You had known I love RAN so much , right ? Yeah guys . I love all songs of RAN's album , but there are 3 songs , "Hanya Untukmu" , "Nothing Lasts Forever" , and "Warnai Malam Ini" which are the most romantist for me . Those songs are for someone special for me . He is my soulmate . If you don't know , you can find from the old posting about that boy .

What I Felt Yesterday On 11th September

Wow . Confused . Insane . Freaks . What do I choose guys , basketball or choir ? I love both of them . I don't wanna quit from choir because B*** , but in another side , I love basketball so much . My trainer offered me to join basketball extra on Thursday , but on Thursday I must present in my choir extra . Okay then , I decide to join basketball team . Because in this time I'm angry to B*** , so I'll choose basketball extra to forget that sucker . Yeah I'll join it ...

Warnai Malam Ini

Kau yang pertama hadir temani relung jiwa dan kau yang tlah menebar pesona dalam setiap suasana . Oh kasihku ingatlah kau hanya milikku , tetaplah disini kau trus bersamaku temani malam yang berlalu . Kuingin kau ada disini temani diriku warnai malam ini . Oh juwita dengarkan apa yang kukatakan padamu bukanlah bualan atau sebuah angan-angan , oh ingin hasratku kau tetap disini untukku bukan hanya sekedar di dalam mimpi seperti yang ada selama ini . Hey baby don't be shy on me now , you know I don't mean you no harm . Everybody just dance from side to side , everybody come on det down tonight . Just get on the dance floor , don't stop to the beat till I say so .

Hanya Untukmu

Oh kekasih di dadaku tersimpan hatimu , yang selalu menghiasi lembayung senjaku , dan kini ku tahu kau hadir hanya untukku , engkaulah cintaku , dan bintangpun kini kian pijarkan cahaya , sebagai pertanda saat tuk lupakan kisah lama , dan kini kau tahu ku hadir hanya untukmu , engkaulah cintaku . Dirimu adalah dewiku dapatkan cinta ini bersemi diantara kita berdua jangan ragu untuk menggapai mimpimu bersamaku jalani hidup bersama . Diriku hanya untukmu , dirimu hanya untukku . Hanya untukmu , dirimu hanya untukku , diriku hanya untukmu , dirimu hanya untukku , diriku hanya untukmu ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 10th September

Today , so many homeworks and etc . I think my head will break later . I hate that boy . He is unconsistent . He's playing in my feeling again ! Oh my God . If in this earth has one day to kill each other , he'll be a person who I kill first !!! Huh . Damn ! Stephie said to my brondong that I like him . OMG . It's not right ! How poor I am until I really like him . He's just my 'doll' you know !

What I Felt Yesterday On 9th September

Crazy !!! I can be a freaks girl !!! I don't know why Basu is so quiet to me ! Huuh . Today isn't good day because I hit by my yearn feel !!! Love Luky !!! Yuph ... I know all people who have read this article will say tacky , insane , freaks . Up to you all ..... !

Death Love

Luky is my death love !!! Nothing can replace him ! Luky is so mean to me ! Every hour , second , minute , every I breathe I just think about him and I think my heart just for him forever . Nothing can be as good as him ! I'll be faithful to him forever !!! Luky is so important more than my life . I'll do anyting for him include die . I'll do anyting which can make him always laugh . If he happy I'll be happy too . Luky can understand me .... He can speak mandarin , english , japanese , french fluently .... You think ! In this world we can count a boy like him just with our finger ! So until I die my heart belong to him !!!

Nothing Lasts Forever

Baby I know that sometimes you don't get it , why we're always torn apart , now we don't want us to get separated , because you're always in my heart , and if you love me baby then let's go crazy , let's turn this world around , oh baby I'm your man and you're my lady , loving you is what I do , because of you I feel free now . Nothing lasts forever but baby I ... I'm gonna keep comin' back to keep this love on the track . Nothing lasts forever but baby I , I'll try , so hard to keep you coming back for more ... Baby if I die today , I want you to know that I love you all the way , so baby please I'm begging you to stay , because baby you're my shining star , oh baby I will hold you tight , I'll make you feel safe every time you by my side , don't hesitate 'cause everything will be alright . Loving you is what I do , because of you I feel free now ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 8th September

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER BUT BABY I ... OMG I'M YEARNING LUKY . WHEN I CAN SEE HIS FACE AGAIN !!! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO MEET HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVEN'T TALKED FOR A LONG TIME ... LUKY I LOVE YOU FOREVER !!! HUUUH THIS IS A BORING DAY EVER !

From Luky For My Birthday On 22nd Of August 2009 At 00.25

" Happy birthday ya sayang , maaf telat baru nyampe rumah , sekarang umur berapa sih ? Well makin dewasa yah , jangan cepet emosi lagi en jangan gangguin orang sibuk melulu . Pokoknya sukses selalu . Love you xoxo "

From Luky

" The sun is beautiful . It light makes our heart warm . The star is fantastic . It light makes our heart mesmerize . But you ! Nothing more beautiful and fantastic , because you melt my heart away. "

Death

If in this world we can kill our self , I want to do it . I'm so tired guys . But I'm afraid that if i kill my self Luky will hate me forever because he said if I kill my self he'll hate me forever . Even though he doesn't know about my problem . Huh =.=" What a hard life , right ? ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 7th September

Huuuuuuuuuuh . I hate someone . Freaky . It's better if I choose Basu . Wew I become a dirigen for musical director . Beuh . Actually , I want to be a mazmur singer . But fine .... Duuh . If I can kill that someone I want to kill him , he have said something bad about Basu and it's not true . See your face first . He doesn't know that until I die I'll be in Basu side ! Huuuh What The Hell !!!!

What I'm Feeling Today On 6th September

Just flashback all memories and admitting all memories can hurt . What a fool girl ... Can believe a boy who hasn't a holly heart , who likes playing with girl's feel . Shit Boy . Freaks ... I'm tired . Honestly I say that I can't forget that damn boy , but in another side Luky still be the first ... What can I do ??? Must I leave all my memories and open myself to new person ??? It won't be true . I can't do it . For you who I mean , please don't hit me with all your shadows . Can you leave me alone ??? Hurry up before all become late ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 5th September

Huuh . This weekend is so bad , Monday I'll have my Biology and PKn mid test . I don't know what to do ... Just playing facebook and twitting ... But what a pity facebook is in maintenance server ... Day is very fast , isn't it ? We'll get our new year soon . Actually and Certainly , I don't want to get my new year fast because I don't want my soulmate , my half soul go to continue his school in foreign country . I don't know what will be happen if Luky leave me ??? Yeah I'll die ... I'm not a hiperbolist person ... but all I've said was really really true ...

Rissabela , Anastasya , Christian , Dennish , Calvin

They're my best friends . But among me , Rissa , Anas , and Chris are in a hard problem . I'm so sad . Actually I love them so much as I love my cousin . Without them , I'm nothing , but shall we be quiet if someone say a bad words to you ? Yes , I'm in that problem guys ! What's wrong with them ??? I really don't know what happened with them ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 4th September

Wew ... Basu freaks , freaks , freaks , freaks . I hate him . Oyeah I heard that my blog become a gossip ... ?!? Oh fine I'll be happy to receive your good and bad comments ... Whatever ... Up to you dudes ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 3rd September

Down . Down . Down . I hate that playboy so much . First I was angry to him but finally he's angry to me too ... I hate him ... Anyway Devi said Basu looked at me when I was singing . But I DON'T CARE ... =.=" What about my rabbit ... I hope Pipi isn't sick ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 2nd September

Hufh . Down because her ... Finally at 3 pm Jakarta was earthquaked because West Java was earthquake first ... Hufhu . Ow Basu is kind ... He wanted deliver me from 1st floor to 4th floor ... And by the way I love social science so much ... So I'll go to STAN when I'm in university ... Pray for me dudes ...

What I'm Feeling Today On 1st September

I'm down because of my friends , they said I'm in relationship with my best friend , Stefanus , it's freaky , right ??? I'm yearning Luky , guys , I'm afraid that he will go to Bei Jing next year ... Huh ... I'm tired ... I miss him ...

Anjasmara

Anjas sekelas ma gw . Doi lucu , baek , cakep , tapii bokep . Gw emang sempet suka ma doi tapii dulu karena ternyata doi makin lama makiin childish . Padahal Fira is a girl without childish boy . Doi ksiian karena bonyok nya udah gag ada .

Bondan Wirajaya

Bondan alumni Paulus , sekarang doi di Gandy Ancol kelas X . Gw emank sempet suka ma Bondan tapii bentar doank karena udah terlanjur jadii benci . Gara-gara doi , gw ma mantan sahabat gw , Rissabela , berantem dan gag deket lagii .

William Indra Putra

Biasa dipanggil IP . Doi ketos . Pintar , baek , cakep , cute , tapii sayang udah punya cewe namanya Brenda . Gw pernah digosipin suka sama doi , tapii gw rasa para penggosip itu salah . Padahal gw cuma ngefans sama doi .

Mohamad Pradana Aditya

Doi ank kelas XII IPA SMAN 77 . Doi baek , emang sii gw belum ketemu doi , tapii baeknya doi uda berasa mulai dari pertama kalii gw jadii friend doi di Facebook . Enak diajak chatting atao ngobrol . Dan sekarang gw mau tau tentang Aditya lebih dalam .

Kevin Jaya Darfian

Gw bingung ya sama temen-temen gw . Masa gw dibilang suka ma Kevin Jaya Darfian alias KJD alias Jaya ???? Gag banged lagi cuy ... Lagiian doi cuma sahabat gw doank . Twu gag gara-gara doi , sahabat gw , Anastasya , marah + cemburu buta ma gw en Jaya . Doi cakep , baek , pintar , hampiir semua temen-temen cw gw suka ma doi . Huuh . Pokoknya gag ada harii tanpa Jaya lah di sekolah gw .

Andrew Christian Widjaya

Doi first love gw . Gw mulaii suka doi dari kelas 2 sampaii 4 SD . Sampai akhirnya digantiin Febry . Doi baek en dket banged ma gw pas kelas 2 SD , tapii gtw napa doi berubah sejak kita naek kelas 3 SD . Haha yasudlah , doi cuma masa lalu gw , paling-paling cuma bisa bikin ketawa pas flashback masa lalu ajah .

Kevin Lukito

Kevin Lukito atau biasa dipanggil KL sekolah di Gandy Ancol . Doi ganteng , baek , respect , pecinta Twilight . Kita pertama kali ketemu di tempat les mandarin , Mandarin Expert . Pas itu kita ketemu sebelum ada Luky , kita deket banged , dan sempet naksir-naksiran . Tapi setelah kehadiran Luky semua berubah , gw udah gag suka sama doi lagi . Sejak itu gw cuma anggap doi sahabat gw karena doi baek banged mw jadi dokter cinta bwt gw .

Febry Wilyanto

Ini nii cowo yang gantiin posisi si Andrew di hati gw . Sayangnya sekarang doi lagi di Papua . Kayaknya bakal lama deh . Hiks ... Hiks ... Ya jadi gini pas naek kelas 6 gw mulai ada rasa suka ma doi . Mpe akhirnya gw fanatik banged sama Febry .