I Want To Kill This Feel !

What do you feel , especially girl , if he , your soulmate , will leave you to continue his school in foreign country ? Although , it isn't a fix decision ? Must you seem happy ? Or must you seem the opposite ? Ifeel like a freaks girl . I feel insane every time . I don't know what I must do to kill this feel . I realize that I had fallen too deep into this feel . It's better for me if I never know him , meet him , and love him . Can I take the time I've passed ? I want to kill that memory , I mean all my memories about you . Dear , look at me , see my eyes , can you feel what I feel ? Feel it and you'll know how deep I hurt ! Do you ever think about my heart if you leave me alone here ? See and think it , baby ! Can you imagine it ? I can't find another you in my heart , boy !