The Rainy Heart

I don't know why but now is easily for me to sad and cry ... Is it because of Luky ? I don't know exactly but actually I'm in love with someone , but I also really really love Luky , like I said before , Luky is my death love , isn't it ??? But , I also love that nice guy too ... I'm confused ... What should I choose ? Luky or that nice guy ???