What I'm Feeling Today On 27th September

I'm sick of this ... I hate this ... Why I must know him ! And the end it's become a love ... Huh . But I'm so stupid ... He has loved another girl ... I realize why I didn't know him before ... Huh . I'm really really in a bad condition ... I'm broken heart . I want to suicide ... -.-" Maybe it's better for me if I do it ...